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[Dec. 30th, 2004|12:22 pm] |
oh wow, im falling soo hard for my bf, haha and weve only been goin out for like a week, gosh i really like him ALOT. hes on my mind a lot, i dunno i guess hes perfect....lol..just letting you in on my love life
<3 Always
Ashleyyy |
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[Dec. 21st, 2004|06:38 pm] |
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soo yea im definitly dying my hair blonde...woop woop..ahh i hope it doesnt turrn orange. :) wish me luck |
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|11:11 am] |
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i hate thursdays, you keep waiting for friday but it cant seem to come quick enough... my best friend is getting her permit b4 me and im older, so it definitly sucks ass. but anyways other than that i cant wait to hang out w brit this weekend, were definitly gunna have fun.. fourwheeling baby.. except im trying to avoid my ex and his friend because they were gunna try and be gay and roost me, whichisnt cool. im so bored in bst this sucks so bad.. im going to kentucky over winter break, that should be interesting.lol..im so excited i havent been in snow in so long!! yaay im gunna make a frosty and snow angels, oh geez im so happy christmas is coming...but this new yr im gunna have to be all by myself :( im looking into emancipation right now, that would be breaking free of your parents and living on your own, i really want to try it, that is if my mom would let me. im getting a job this summer, so i should be able to support my self, umm i just wanna stop moving from place to place, im so tired of it, i move a lot, and i just found out that im moving in may. wow what a great b day present this sucks so bad... i just wanna be inthe same school im supposed to be in, not winter park, lyman thats where im the happiest, thats where all my friends are. i really wish i could go back, id do anything to go back... it makes me wanna cry sometimes, because deep down i know its never going to happen... but i really wish it did. but hey i look at it this way im moving out in 2 yrs anyways, right after i graduate, im out no matter what happens im gone for good...it was so weird seeing everyone from my old school, actually it was more like overwhelming, i had a really bad headache by the time i got home from church last week. im really sad that everything just all of a sudden got bad, the one guy i like right now screwed me over for another girl, and he told me that he wanted to be w me so bad, wich doesnt make anysence at all actually why would you say that and then leave me all by myself....w/e i dont care theres so many other guys worth my time. for once i just want a relationship where im not always worrying about him breaking up w me and trusting him, i dunno i guess its just me but i have a hard time trusting a guy in a relationship,its kinda hard... ecpecially when hes always checking out other girls when hes with you. lol... wow memorys. anywayysss this is by far the llongest entry ive ever written so im gunna go b4 i write a book..............
<3<3><3>3>3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 |
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[Dec. 7th, 2004|06:27 pm] |
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wow alot has happened since thanksgiving, i dont know where to even start.... the one guy i want has and has had a gf for a long time, why?? :( i hate basically everyone i thought i was cool with. my mom hates me.... i duunno what i do anymore to piss her off, i think just being around mmakes her sick. i wish i could do them all a favor and leave. i really wish i could go live somewhere else. this sucks so bad, i wanna move.im really serious... |
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[Nov. 25th, 2004|05:09 pm] |
Hey yall, whats going on
wow today was so boring, all ive been doing is going online, and eating, my familly is soo boring, im so bored. i dont think i can eat anymore. im starting to fall for one of my friends,hes like so perfect. i talk to him like every day. i miss him already, i havent seen him in like a week. but ill see him saturday, so its all good. This whole thing with mariah is over, and im glad, she was definitly a waste of my time. God it makes me sick thinking about it. she was such a bitch to me, and screwed me over, so its done, thank god. but other than that, my life is perfect. i cant wait till i go back to school , woop woop. My friend rueben is going in to rehab and im gunna visit him on sunday .... :( im actually a little scared too. i dont wanna go to one of those crazy hospitals. but whatever ill get over it.
k well have a nice life |
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[Nov. 24th, 2004|10:32 pm] |
wow, i feel like a fucking idiot! god, i started reading my friends journals for like the first time in a long time, and i read mariah's and shes like saying all this crap like, im a bitch and i basically screwed her over, and yea i did meet other people BETTER people, instead of wasting my weekends with her. ive realized who my true friends are, and who isnt my friends. god brittany i love you man, weve been friends for 11 years isnt that great (bff for life). and im so happy i met jeremy, your such an awsome guy, oh,and thanks for riding with me, your an awsome rider, i hope i see you on tv soon. ughh this is so screwed up, im like so angry, but anyways. I had so much fun at david baseball game last saturday, i really wish i would have gone to more of his games, it was really fun, the whole team was awsome. Now that i think about, hes a really cool guy.lol. and we have so much fun together.hmmm.lol and im so sad that i broke the chain with brittany. ahh i cant wait till christmas, we already have our lights up, and were like the only house in the street with them on. but oh well , as long as we are spreading the good old christmas cheer!! |
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[Nov. 24th, 2004|10:51 am] |
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Hey guys, its me, first time this month writing in this thing, well lets see, im not doing good in any of my classes, and my mom keeps asking me to have my progress report, which sucks, cause any minute now, i will be grounded. I am having no luck with the guys, i keep having really short relationships(which is really gay and i hate it)Theres a few guys that i would love to date, but im scared it would ruin friendships, so im not gunna even bother.Tomorrows the big turkey day, and i cant wait to have my moms cooking, she is the best cook in the world, i love the mashed potatoes, mmm mmm good. . then on friday i should be hanging out with brittany, other than that im not sure about the weekend. woop woop im so glad that this is finally the last day of school.ok well i gotta go for now.buh bye |
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[Oct. 21st, 2004|02:08 pm] |
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wow, its been like forever since i wrote in this.geez. ok well lets get started with the fact that i broke my collar bone..its a long stry but yah, it definitly sucks. like i seriously am getting tired of guys all together.they all lie,, and i always end up heart broken.so yea thats definitly gunna change.ibe mostly been hangin out with brittany lately, but dont wry i havent forgotten everyone else. im so getting a honda 300 ex, in case you didnt know, thats a four wheeler. ive like started to really get into riding, its fun i guess, not when you fall , but its still fun. i love it when a guy rides a dirtbike or a fourwheeler, i think its extremly sexy.hmmn oh yea, like i go out with guy for like just a little bit.he was such a bser let me tell ya. anyways, hes a little immature, and now i have a rep down in clermont. :( i have to go to school tomorrow, first day back in a week, wish me luck |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2004|06:57 pm] |
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im so bored right now, i need to get out of here, ive been grounded forever |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2004|08:13 am] |
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ok, so i had my first day at winter park.....i dont like the school that much, im prolly just saying that cause i miss all my friends at lyman really bad, and this sucks. like the school is so huge, i got lost alot, cause everything looks the same to me.i met a really cool guy, john, usually i dont talk to people i dont know, but i wanted to meet new people. soo ya, lymans homecoming is tonight and i cant go cause im grounded. i feel so bad cause yea, now davids all pissed off at me for it. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2004|04:14 pm] |
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did i just say email, wow im tired, i meant entry |
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[Sep. 29th, 2004|04:13 pm] |
sry guys i just realized that i sent that email like 6 times.
my bad :/ |
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[Sep. 28th, 2004|03:01 pm] |
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: // Series One - Yourself
-- Name: Ashley
-- Birthdate: 5/30/89
-- Birthplace: ny
-- Current Location: Winter Park
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: blonde
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: gemini
-- Innie or Outtie: Innie
// Series Two - Describe
-- The shoes you wore today: white flip flops with orange stripe
-- Your hair: A little passed my shoulders
-- Your eyes: blue, didnt we already answere that....?
-- Your weakness: Being kissed on my neck
-- Your fears: being lonely
-- Your perfect pizza: Extra cheese
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: playing tennis without the ball going out
// Series Three - What Is
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol, its an addiction
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i gotta pee
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hair
-- Your best physical feature: eyes
-- Your bedtime: 9 o clock baby
-- Your greatest accomplishment: my first kiss
-- Your most missed memory: going out places with my ex ...(not saying who though)
// Series Four - You Prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
-- Single or group dates: Group
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Bras or Panties: Panties
// Series Five - Do You
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: sometimes
-- Take a shower everyday: ya
-- Have a crush(es): Yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: no, prolly not
-- Want to go to college: Yeah
-- Like high school: Yeah
-- Want to get married: yup
-- Believe in yourself: yup
-- Think you're attractive: yes
-- Think you're a health freak: definitly not
-- Get along with your parents: Not most of the time
-- Like thunderstorms: Yes
//Series Six - In The Past Month, Did/Have You
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoke(d): No
-- Have Sex: No
-- Made Out: no :(
-- Go on a date: yea
-- Go to the mall?: Yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Been on stage: yea
-- Been dumped: yes:(
-- Made homemade cookies: yea, yesterday
// Series Seven - Have You Ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- If so, was it mixed company: .....
-- Been caught "doing something": yea
-- Been called a tease: No
-- Gotten beaten up: yea fifth grade if that counts
-- Shoplifted: No, o wait, when i was five i stole a bouncy ball from the top of the 25 cent machines
-- If so, did you get caught: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: i think, maybe i did..to be honest
// Series Eight - The Future
-- Age you hope to be married: 26 maybe
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2....i havent picked out names
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: white and dark purple
-- How do you want to die: in bed, in my sleep
-- Where you want to go to college: ucf, vasser(i dont think thats gunna happen)
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: phycoligist,open heart surgeon
-- What country would you most like to visit: Iraq j/k
// Series Nine - Opposite Sex
-- Best eye color? Blue/green
-- Best hair color? blonde
-- Short or long hair?: sometimes its cute long, but it has to be curly, otherwise short
-- Best height: taller than 5'8
-- Best articles of clothing: shorts
-- Best first date location: The movies
// Series Ten - Number Of
-- Number of boyfriends: bout 7
-- Number of girlfriends: None!
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
-- Number of CDs that I own: a lot and im not about ready to count
-- Number of piercings: 2
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of scars on my body: just a little bit
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: 3 things
// Sereis Eleven - The Last...
-- Movie you rented? the exorcist
-- Movie you bought? passions of the christ
-- Song you listened to: yellow card -only one
-- Song that was stuck in your head? that one dashboard song, ummm,the best deceptions
-- Song you've downloaded? avril lavigne-happy ending(dont ask, its my sad music)
-- CD you bought? Dashboard
-- CD you listened to? greenday
-- Books you have bought? brokedown palace
-- Person you've called? zack
-- Person that's called you? Brittany/matt
-- TV show you've watched? the food netwrk
-- Person you were thinking of? jack <3
// Series Twelve - Misc.
-- You have a b/f or g/f?: nope
-- You have a crush on someone? yes
-- You wish you could live somewhere else? yea, somewhere on the beach
-- You think about suicide?: not at all
-- You believe in online dating? no,thats kinda sick
-- Others find you attractive? umm, ya
-- You want more piercings? no
-- You want more tattoos? no
-- You like cleaning? i like to cleanother peoples houses.lol
-- You like roller coasters? yes
-- You write in cursive or print? Print
-- You carry a donor card? No, does that make me a bad person :/
// Seriies Thirteen - For Or Against...
-- Long distance relationships? Against
-- Using someone: Against
-- Suicide? Against
-- Killing people? Against
-- Teenage smoking? Against
-- Doing drugs? Against
-- Premarital sex? Idk...
-- Driving drunk? Against
-- Gay/lesbian relationships? i think im against seeing it, but not against the whole thing
// Series Fourteen - Favorite...
-- Soap operas? Dont have one
-- Food? my grandmas macoroni salad
-- Song? dashboard confessional-the best deceptions
-- Thing to do? swim
-- Thing to talk about? Idk
-- Sport? swimming, tennis
-- Drink?cream soda
-- Clothes? i like a lot of hollister
-- Favorite shoes: flip flops
-- Movie? Alice in Wonderland
-- Band? greenday, dashboard, blink 182
-- Holiday? Christmas
-- Cars? hond civic lx, corvette, eclipse
-- TV Show? the oc, real world, chapelle show
// Series Fifteen - What Are You Right Now...
-- Shampoo do you use? herbal essences, vanilla something
-- Perfume/Cologne do you use? curves
-- Shoes do you wear? i dont like shoes, they trap your feet
// Series Sixteen - In The Past 24 Hours Have You
-- had a serious talk? no
-- hugged someone? Yes
-- fought with a friend? No
-- cried? yes
-- laughed? Yeah
-- made someone laugh? yea
-- bought something? No
-- cut your hair? no
-- felt stupid? yea
-- talked to someone you love? yea |
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[Sep. 28th, 2004|03:01 pm] |
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: // Series One - Yourself
-- Name: Ashley
-- Birthdate: 5/30/89
-- Birthplace: ny
-- Current Location: Winter Park
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: blonde
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: gemini
-- Innie or Outtie: Innie
// Series Two - Describe
-- The shoes you wore today: white flip flops with orange stripe
-- Your hair: A little passed my shoulders
-- Your eyes: blue, didnt we already answere that....?
-- Your weakness: Being kissed on my neck
-- Your fears: being lonely
-- Your perfect pizza: Extra cheese
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: playing tennis without the ball going out
// Series Three - What Is
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol, its an addiction
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i gotta pee
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hair
-- Your best physical feature: eyes
-- Your bedtime: 9 o clock baby
-- Your greatest accomplishment: my first kiss
-- Your most missed memory: going out places with my ex ...(not saying who though)
// Series Four - You Prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
-- Single or group dates: Group
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Bras or Panties: Panties
// Series Five - Do You
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: sometimes
-- Take a shower everyday: ya
-- Have a crush(es): Yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: no, prolly not
-- Want to go to college: Yeah
-- Like high school: Yeah
-- Want to get married: yup
-- Believe in yourself: yup
-- Think you're attractive: yes
-- Think you're a health freak: definitly not
-- Get along with your parents: Not most of the time
-- Like thunderstorms: Yes
//Series Six - In The Past Month, Did/Have You
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoke(d): No
-- Have Sex: No
-- Made Out: no :(
-- Go on a date: yea
-- Go to the mall?: Yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Been on stage: yea
-- Been dumped: yes:(
-- Made homemade cookies: yea, yesterday
// Series Seven - Have You Ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- If so, was it mixed company: .....
-- Been caught "doing something": yea
-- Been called a tease: No
-- Gotten beaten up: yea fifth grade if that counts
-- Shoplifted: No, o wait, when i was five i stole a bouncy ball from the top of the 25 cent machines
-- If so, did you get caught: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: i think, maybe i did..to be honest
// Series Eight - The Future
-- Age you hope to be married: 26 maybe
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2....i havent picked out names
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: white and dark purple
-- How do you want to die: in bed, in my sleep
-- Where you want to go to college: ucf, vasser(i dont think thats gunna happen)
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: phycoligist,open heart surgeon
-- What country would you most like to visit: Iraq j/k
// Series Nine - Opposite Sex
-- Best eye color? Blue/green
-- Best hair color? blonde
-- Short or long hair?: sometimes its cute long, but it has to be curly, otherwise short
-- Best height: taller than 5'8
-- Best articles of clothing: shorts
-- Best first date location: The movies
// Series Ten - Number Of
-- Number of boyfriends: bout 7
-- Number of girlfriends: None!
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
-- Number of CDs that I own: a lot and im not about ready to count
-- Number of piercings: 2
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of scars on my body: just a little bit
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: 3 things
// Sereis Eleven - The Last...
-- Movie you rented? the exorcist
-- Movie you bought? passions of the christ
-- Song you listened to: yellow card -only one
-- Song that was stuck in your head? that one dashboard song, ummm,the best deceptions
-- Song you've downloaded? avril lavigne-happy ending(dont ask, its my sad music)
-- CD you bought? Dashboard
-- CD you listened to? greenday
-- Books you have bought? brokedown palace
-- Person you've called? zack
-- Person that's called you? Brittany/matt
-- TV show you've watched? the food netwrk
-- Person you were thinking of? jack <3
// Series Twelve - Misc.
-- You have a b/f or g/f?: nope
-- You have a crush on someone? yes
-- You wish you could live somewhere else? yea, somewhere on the beach
-- You think about suicide?: not at all
-- You believe in online dating? no,thats kinda sick
-- Others find you attractive? umm, ya
-- You want more piercings? no
-- You want more tattoos? no
-- You like cleaning? i like to cleanother peoples houses.lol
-- You like roller coasters? yes
-- You write in cursive or print? Print
-- You carry a donor card? No, does that make me a bad person :/
// Seriies Thirteen - For Or Against...
-- Long distance relationships? Against
-- Using someone: Against
-- Suicide? Against
-- Killing people? Against
-- Teenage smoking? Against
-- Doing drugs? Against
-- Premarital sex? Idk...
-- Driving drunk? Against
-- Gay/lesbian relationships? i think im against seeing it, but not against the whole thing
// Series Fourteen - Favorite...
-- Soap operas? Dont have one
-- Food? my grandmas macoroni salad
-- Song? dashboard confessional-the best deceptions
-- Thing to do? swim
-- Thing to talk about? Idk
-- Sport? swimming, tennis
-- Drink?cream soda
-- Clothes? i like a lot of hollister
-- Favorite shoes: flip flops
-- Movie? Alice in Wonderland
-- Band? greenday, dashboard, blink 182
-- Holiday? Christmas
-- Cars? hond civic lx, corvette, eclipse
-- TV Show? the oc, real world, chapelle show
// Series Fifteen - What Are You Right Now...
-- Shampoo do you use? herbal essences, vanilla something
-- Perfume/Cologne do you use? curves
-- Shoes do you wear? i dont like shoes, they trap your feet
// Series Sixteen - In The Past 24 Hours Have You
-- had a serious talk? no
-- hugged someone? Yes
-- fought with a friend? No
-- cried? yes
-- laughed? Yeah
-- made someone laugh? yea
-- bought something? No
-- cut your hair? no
-- felt stupid? yea
-- talked to someone you love? yea |
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[Sep. 28th, 2004|03:01 pm] |
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: // Series One - Yourself
-- Name: Ashley
-- Birthdate: 5/30/89
-- Birthplace: ny
-- Current Location: Winter Park
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: blonde
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: gemini
-- Innie or Outtie: Innie
// Series Two - Describe
-- The shoes you wore today: white flip flops with orange stripe
-- Your hair: A little passed my shoulders
-- Your eyes: blue, didnt we already answere that....?
-- Your weakness: Being kissed on my neck
-- Your fears: being lonely
-- Your perfect pizza: Extra cheese
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: playing tennis without the ball going out
// Series Three - What Is
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol, its an addiction
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i gotta pee
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hair
-- Your best physical feature: eyes
-- Your bedtime: 9 o clock baby
-- Your greatest accomplishment: my first kiss
-- Your most missed memory: going out places with my ex ...(not saying who though)
// Series Four - You Prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
-- Single or group dates: Group
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Bras or Panties: Panties
// Series Five - Do You
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: sometimes
-- Take a shower everyday: ya
-- Have a crush(es): Yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: no, prolly not
-- Want to go to college: Yeah
-- Like high school: Yeah
-- Want to get married: yup
-- Believe in yourself: yup
-- Think you're attractive: yes
-- Think you're a health freak: definitly not
-- Get along with your parents: Not most of the time
-- Like thunderstorms: Yes
//Series Six - In The Past Month, Did/Have You
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoke(d): No
-- Have Sex: No
-- Made Out: no :(
-- Go on a date: yea
-- Go to the mall?: Yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Been on stage: yea
-- Been dumped: yes:(
-- Made homemade cookies: yea, yesterday
// Series Seven - Have You Ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- If so, was it mixed company: .....
-- Been caught "doing something": yea
-- Been called a tease: No
-- Gotten beaten up: yea fifth grade if that counts
-- Shoplifted: No, o wait, when i was five i stole a bouncy ball from the top of the 25 cent machines
-- If so, did you get caught: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: i think, maybe i did..to be honest
// Series Eight - The Future
-- Age you hope to be married: 26 maybe
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2....i havent picked out names
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: white and dark purple
-- How do you want to die: in bed, in my sleep
-- Where you want to go to college: ucf, vasser(i dont think thats gunna happen)
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: phycoligist,open heart surgeon
-- What country would you most like to visit: Iraq j/k
// Series Nine - Opposite Sex
-- Best eye color? Blue/green
-- Best hair color? blonde
-- Short or long hair?: sometimes its cute long, but it has to be curly, otherwise short
-- Best height: taller than 5'8
-- Best articles of clothing: shorts
-- Best first date location: The movies
// Series Ten - Number Of
-- Number of boyfriends: bout 7
-- Number of girlfriends: None!
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
-- Number of CDs that I own: a lot and im not about ready to count
-- Number of piercings: 2
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of scars on my body: just a little bit
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: 3 things
// Sereis Eleven - The Last...
-- Movie you rented? the exorcist
-- Movie you bought? passions of the christ
-- Song you listened to: yellow card -only one
-- Song that was stuck in your head? that one dashboard song, ummm,the best deceptions
-- Song you've downloaded? avril lavigne-happy ending(dont ask, its my sad music)
-- CD you bought? Dashboard
-- CD you listened to? greenday
-- Books you have bought? brokedown palace
-- Person you've called? zack
-- Person that's called you? Brittany/matt
-- TV show you've watched? the food netwrk
-- Person you were thinking of? jack <3
// Series Twelve - Misc.
-- You have a b/f or g/f?: nope
-- You have a crush on someone? yes
-- You wish you could live somewhere else? yea, somewhere on the beach
-- You think about suicide?: not at all
-- You believe in online dating? no,thats kinda sick
-- Others find you attractive? umm, ya
-- You want more piercings? no
-- You want more tattoos? no
-- You like cleaning? i like to cleanother peoples houses.lol
-- You like roller coasters? yes
-- You write in cursive or print? Print
-- You carry a donor card? No, does that make me a bad person :/
// Seriies Thirteen - For Or Against...
-- Long distance relationships? Against
-- Using someone: Against
-- Suicide? Against
-- Killing people? Against
-- Teenage smoking? Against
-- Doing drugs? Against
-- Premarital sex? Idk...
-- Driving drunk? Against
-- Gay/lesbian relationships? i think im against seeing it, but not against the whole thing
// Series Fourteen - Favorite...
-- Soap operas? Dont have one
-- Food? my grandmas macoroni salad
-- Song? dashboard confessional-the best deceptions
-- Thing to do? swim
-- Thing to talk about? Idk
-- Sport? swimming, tennis
-- Drink?cream soda
-- Clothes? i like a lot of hollister
-- Favorite shoes: flip flops
-- Movie? Alice in Wonderland
-- Band? greenday, dashboard, blink 182
-- Holiday? Christmas
-- Cars? hond civic lx, corvette, eclipse
-- TV Show? the oc, real world, chapelle show
// Series Fifteen - What Are You Right Now...
-- Shampoo do you use? herbal essences, vanilla something
-- Perfume/Cologne do you use? curves
-- Shoes do you wear? i dont like shoes, they trap your feet
// Series Sixteen - In The Past 24 Hours Have You
-- had a serious talk? no
-- hugged someone? Yes
-- fought with a friend? No
-- cried? yes
-- laughed? Yeah
-- made someone laugh? yea
-- bought something? No
-- cut your hair? no
-- felt stupid? yea
-- talked to someone you love? yea |
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[Sep. 28th, 2004|03:01 pm] |
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: // Series One - Yourself
-- Name: Ashley
-- Birthdate: 5/30/89
-- Birthplace: ny
-- Current Location: Winter Park
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: blonde
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: gemini
-- Innie or Outtie: Innie
// Series Two - Describe
-- The shoes you wore today: white flip flops with orange stripe
-- Your hair: A little passed my shoulders
-- Your eyes: blue, didnt we already answere that....?
-- Your weakness: Being kissed on my neck
-- Your fears: being lonely
-- Your perfect pizza: Extra cheese
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: playing tennis without the ball going out
// Series Three - What Is
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol, its an addiction
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i gotta pee
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hair
-- Your best physical feature: eyes
-- Your bedtime: 9 o clock baby
-- Your greatest accomplishment: my first kiss
-- Your most missed memory: going out places with my ex ...(not saying who though)
// Series Four - You Prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
-- Single or group dates: Group
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Bras or Panties: Panties
// Series Five - Do You
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: sometimes
-- Take a shower everyday: ya
-- Have a crush(es): Yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: no, prolly not
-- Want to go to college: Yeah
-- Like high school: Yeah
-- Want to get married: yup
-- Believe in yourself: yup
-- Think you're attractive: yes
-- Think you're a health freak: definitly not
-- Get along with your parents: Not most of the time
-- Like thunderstorms: Yes
//Series Six - In The Past Month, Did/Have You
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoke(d): No
-- Have Sex: No
-- Made Out: no :(
-- Go on a date: yea
-- Go to the mall?: Yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Been on stage: yea
-- Been dumped: yes:(
-- Made homemade cookies: yea, yesterday
// Series Seven - Have You Ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- If so, was it mixed company: .....
-- Been caught "doing something": yea
-- Been called a tease: No
-- Gotten beaten up: yea fifth grade if that counts
-- Shoplifted: No, o wait, when i was five i stole a bouncy ball from the top of the 25 cent machines
-- If so, did you get caught: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: i think, maybe i did..to be honest
// Series Eight - The Future
-- Age you hope to be married: 26 maybe
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2....i havent picked out names
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: white and dark purple
-- How do you want to die: in bed, in my sleep
-- Where you want to go to college: ucf, vasser(i dont think thats gunna happen)
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: phycoligist,open heart surgeon
-- What country would you most like to visit: Iraq j/k
// Series Nine - Opposite Sex
-- Best eye color? Blue/green
-- Best hair color? blonde
-- Short or long hair?: sometimes its cute long, but it has to be curly, otherwise short
-- Best height: taller than 5'8
-- Best articles of clothing: shorts
-- Best first date location: The movies
// Series Ten - Number Of
-- Number of boyfriends: bout 7
-- Number of girlfriends: None!
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
-- Number of CDs that I own: a lot and im not about ready to count
-- Number of piercings: 2
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of scars on my body: just a little bit
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: 3 things
// Sereis Eleven - The Last...
-- Movie you rented? the exorcist
-- Movie you bought? passions of the christ
-- Song you listened to: yellow card -only one
-- Song that was stuck in your head? that one dashboard song, ummm,the best deceptions
-- Song you've downloaded? avril lavigne-happy ending(dont ask, its my sad music)
-- CD you bought? Dashboard
-- CD you listened to? greenday
-- Books you have bought? brokedown palace
-- Person you've called? zack
-- Person that's called you? Brittany/matt
-- TV show you've watched? the food netwrk
-- Person you were thinking of? jack <3
// Series Twelve - Misc.
-- You have a b/f or g/f?: nope
-- You have a crush on someone? yes
-- You wish you could live somewhere else? yea, somewhere on the beach
-- You think about suicide?: not at all
-- You believe in online dating? no,thats kinda sick
-- Others find you attractive? umm, ya
-- You want more piercings? no
-- You want more tattoos? no
-- You like cleaning? i like to cleanother peoples houses.lol
-- You like roller coasters? yes
-- You write in cursive or print? Print
-- You carry a donor card? No, does that make me a bad person :/
// Seriies Thirteen - For Or Against...
-- Long distance relationships? Against
-- Using someone: Against
-- Suicide? Against
-- Killing people? Against
-- Teenage smoking? Against
-- Doing drugs? Against
-- Premarital sex? Idk...
-- Driving drunk? Against
-- Gay/lesbian relationships? i think im against seeing it, but not against the whole thing
// Series Fourteen - Favorite...
-- Soap operas? Dont have one
-- Food? my grandmas macoroni salad
-- Song? dashboard confessional-the best deceptions
-- Thing to do? swim
-- Thing to talk about? Idk
-- Sport? swimming, tennis
-- Drink?cream soda
-- Clothes? i like a lot of hollister
-- Favorite shoes: flip flops
-- Movie? Alice in Wonderland
-- Band? greenday, dashboard, blink 182
-- Holiday? Christmas
-- Cars? hond civic lx, corvette, eclipse
-- TV Show? the oc, real world, chapelle show
// Series Fifteen - What Are You Right Now...
-- Shampoo do you use? herbal essences, vanilla something
-- Perfume/Cologne do you use? curves
-- Shoes do you wear? i dont like shoes, they trap your feet
// Series Sixteen - In The Past 24 Hours Have You
-- had a serious talk? no
-- hugged someone? Yes
-- fought with a friend? No
-- cried? yes
-- laughed? Yeah
-- made someone laugh? yea
-- bought something? No
-- cut your hair? no
-- felt stupid? yea
-- talked to someone you love? yea |
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| Leaving Lyman :( |
[Sep. 24th, 2004|10:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hold on- good charlotte | ] |
you guys im so sad right now , im listening to my dad cry, thats all ive been hearing, thats all. i cant find anyway to make me happy, all he does is cry. i cant stand being in this house anymore, and what sucks is that i cant go anywhere because im freaking grounded. i cant stand it.my dad keeps telling me all his problems that i dont even want to hear.my mom is being selfish, and is going out every night. im so lost right now.
It was my last day at lyman today also, omg it hurt so bad to say goodbye to everyone. im gunna miss everybody so much, and people think that they are never gunna see me again, that is what sucks the wrst. i dont plan on never seeing anyone again. I was crying, im gunna miss everbody, even the people that broke my heart(u know who you are). Its gunna suck big time without you guys, ecpecially the swim team, you guys are awesome. i luuv you guys! im seriously trying not to cry, i have so much memories in that school.
it seems like everything bad happens to me all at once |
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| changin schools |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|05:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
im leaving lyman and going to winter park, this stink, i have to say goodbye to all of my friends at lyman. geez i dont wanna be the new girl and all. i dont have anyone to show me where everything is. o gosh im thinking of all the bad things. ughh i wish this were all a baad dream, it would b so much less scary.so yea ive been crying a lot, my parents are getting divorced and i have no say in anything anymore. all i can do is cry and that makes me even sadder, cause they dont realize how sad i am right now. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2004|03:28 pm] |
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i wanna go out soo bad today! bishop moore is football game so i really wanted to go!but ya know, my moms not pickin up...so yea |
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